Not me, but my brother.

He is so smitten by his batchmate's charms that he's starting to act differently now. Well atleast, he's starting to behave and to make some good impressions. He started to clean his antiqued-by-dust bedroom; he cooked sisig and pancakes to satisfy our growling stomachs; and most of all - he just made amends with my other sister by dancing waltz and other ballroom dances with her. Although he danced with my sister mostly to prepare for his prom, it was nonetheless a sweet gesture.

But in spite of all these humanitarian acts of my brother, I am still not totally at peace. Because I realized that my brother is already coming out of his shell. He's starting to have his crushes, which in time would lead to his courtship of girls. And after some years of going steady, he'll eventually propose and get married and have his own family!

I may be exaggerating but really, being his older sister, I realized that I haven't spent some good time with him, even during our childhood. Ours was always a day filled with skirmishes, hatred, etc. We never bonded much, like how a brother-sister should be. And now that he's starting to shift his interest to another girl, I'm even less sure that we would fill the gap that we've created.

So now you know why I myself do not want to get involved in a relationship yet. I am still too serious re-linking the "cleaved bonds" in my life. Hehehe.

Here's a glimpse of how saintly she has become for the past few days.

Sa wakas may bagong entry na naman ako. Siyempre, mga bagong kuwento tungkol sa mga araw na nagdaan. At para mapadali ang lahat, magbibigay na lang ako ng recap:

1. Marunonong na ulit akong mag-puyat. Dahil sagana sa exams ang mga nakaraang araw, umaabot na ako ng 3am bago matulog!

2. May inampon kaming dalawang Koreano. Pero umalis na sila. Wala lang.

3. Nagmistulang bodega na ang kuwarto namin ngayon dahil sa sobrang kalat. Ang masama pa dun, puro gamit ko ang nakatambak.

4. Umatend ako ng kasal dalawang linggo ng nakakaraan. Dahil sa probinsya naman iyon, sinabi ng nanay ko mag-casual attire na lang ako: pantalon at t-shirt. Aba, aba! Pagdating sa simbahan, Silver Wedding Anniversary pala iyon ng police chief ng Laguna! At bigatin ang mga bisita: mga heneral at kung sinu-sino pang nagsisitaasang opisyal ng gobyerno! Dahil sa sobrang hiya ko, doon ako sa gilid ng simbahan pumuwesto, kasama ng mga nanghihingi ng limos. Hehehe.

5. Muntik na akong masaksak ni Syaza nung nag-field trip kami sa Los Banos. Bigla kasing lumusot sa butas ng bag niya yung kutsilyong dala niya...habang ako'y nakaupo at siya'y nakatayo. Buti hindi ako tinamaan. Edi sana...

6. Speaking of Syaza, birthday niya ngayon. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

7. Parang gusto kong sumali sa Dance Idol ng ABS-CBN. Kaya lang mahiyain ako eh.

8. WILLPOWER lang talaga ang mabisang panlaban ng antok ko. Walang epekto ang kape, mas nakakatulog ako. Ang coke naman, sobrang acidic. At lalong hindi rin naman uubra ang mani, dahil ito'y nakakapag-tae. WILLPOWER lang talaga.

9. Mula ngayon, pwede na rin akong tawaging Santa Pepita. Ang kyut diba? Salamat kay Ron sa kanyang matagal nang ideya.